Listen to the Beat

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If I am not singing, I am humming.
If I am not humming, I have a song in my head.
If I don't have a song in my head, well,
I might as well be dead. -- Maudester

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1. Live outside Pinas
2. Marry a great guy
3. Have kids someday
4. Be career-successful
5. See Coldplay
6. See Radiohead
7. See Depeche Mode
8. See Dave Matthews
9. Go to Europe
10. Spend time with Jen Garner
11. Own a business
12. Bungee jump
13. Be healthy and fit
14. See an F1 Grand Prixe
15. See a Wimbledon match
16. Watch a Laker game
17. Watch a Broadway show
18. Meet sports legends such as Steffi Graf, Andre Agassi, Boris Becker, Mika Hakkinen, Kimi Raikkonen, David Coulthard, Schumi, Magic Johnson, Larry Bird, Jabbar, Dorothy Hamill and several others
19. Join The Amazing Race
20. See the Great Wonders of the World
21. Hug a penguin,panda or polar bear
22. Skydive
23. Own a house
24. Finish a graduate degree
25. Be cancerless
26. Have twins
27. Have all my fam in the US
28. Have that Harem world tour
29. Learn French
30. Be a millionaire by 35
31. Work for Google (preferrably with Leg and Jown)

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Sown
Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Your hair on my lap, your pointy nose, your droopy eyes. Your smell, your poreless skin, your big hands. Your feet on my thighs, your tight shoulders, your "igwad lobot". Your muscled chest, your paper-white heels, your cushion-y lips. Your buff legs, your bony knees, your protruding manhood (who pays attention even when I'm not talking to him). I miss everything about you, Payfee, and Thursday seems so far away. And even now as I am tempted to call you as I cry in silence despite Frasier being on, I am trying to be the strong woman you thought you married. Only you were wrong. Because you, and only you, can make me ache and yearn and long and turn me weak like this. We are not built to be apart, Payfee, or should I just speak for myself?

I can't wait for you to come home. I can't quite be myself without you. And most of all, I can't CANNOT believe that of all the days you had to be at San Diego, that stupid wildfire had to happen. Maybe God is trying to send a message?

I love you. Sleep tight.